I was laying next to my 7 year as she fell asleep the other night and I became overwhelmed by emotion. I wanted to take away anything that ever hurt her and anything that she would ever struggle with in the future. I can’t even imagine how God feels about each one of us. He’s right there next to us in the middle of our storms, and in the middle of our battles. Every single storm and every single battle! Whether we are right in the middle, the storm is brewing, or it just dissipated.
I’m painting a pretty serene view of my sweet one falling asleep, but let me zoom out so you can visualize the whole picture. My 7 year old was in our room on the floor in her made up bed because her 4 year old sister keeps her awake. Naturally the 4 year old was in our room too because she doesn’t want to be alone (remember this is a judgement free zone, right?). She’s loud and needs to sing and talk to fall asleep, while her big sister is frustrated under her sleep mask and sound cancelling headphones. This isn’t the first time that they are exact opposite, and I’m sure it won’t be the last. What they had in common was a need for sleep.
At this point, I had told the girls more than 10 times that they needed to be quiet and go to sleep. As I am covering my 4 year old for the 14th time, I peek over at my big girl and see that she’s starting to fall asleep and looks so peaceful. She felt safe, warm, secure, and finally gave in to sweet slumber. Seeing my kids sleep always brings me back to when they were babies. It didn’t matter how hard the day had been, when they were sleeping, they looked like angels. It always gave me what I need to go to bed and start everything over fresh the next day. Usually the feeling that comes along with seeing sleeping big kids is relief. The feeling that they are asleep and it is finally quiet in my house. However, last night, I looked at her and felt so emotional. I envisioned the road ahead of her and knew that she was going to have to face a lot of battles, as we all do.
In that moment I wanted to stand in front of that road. I wanted take away all of the hard and the bad and sad. I prayed, “God help her overcome her battles.” What I meant was, “God protect her, keep her safe, keep her pure, make her journey easy, take away any bad, make friendships easy, keep bad guys away from her, and let her have a picture perfect life.” I know most of us don’t say these things out loud. However, if we boiled it down, this is the prayer that we pray for ourselves (and our favorite people in our lives). Almost immediately God gave me something so loud and clear that I knew I had to share. It wasn’t an audible voice, but it was a whisper straight to my soul. He said,
“It’s not about overcoming the battle...It’s about knowing there will always be battles...TRUST that God has already won!”
We have been given the victory! It is my job as her mama to teach her that she has every weapon she’ll ever need to fight those battles and come out victorious. Shoot, I need to remind myself, right?!
Looking in Ephesians 6 at the armor of God, I am reminded that we are fully covered when we put the armor on. When you check out the armor of God, let your focus land on verse 15.
“And as shoes for your feet, having put on the readiness given by the gospel of peace.”
Friends, we put on shoes. Is it that simple? Is peace something we put on? Peace comes when we know the truth of the gospel. We have victory because Jesus came, lived, died,and rose. That gives us the victory. In. Every. Circumstance.
Maybe I am taking some liberties with the translation, maybe not, but this is what hit me when I read it. In the midst of the battles, put on peace, and then be ready to share it. The gospel of Peace is Jesus. When you look at your loved ones, and when you look in the mirror, put on peace. Go forth and march through the battles with the knowledge and understanding that you have the victory. Hold on to the fact that you have every weapon you need put on those shoes fitted with peace and walk in that Victory!
We know that battles are not be easy but we have the opportunity to show what the Lord can(will) do! Don’t be afraid of the battles. He’s writing a better story than any of us can, and if we let Him, those battles turn in to the best part of the story.
Finally both of my girls were asleep, and I had a new perspective. If I want to see my little ones change the world, I have to teach them how to battle. Friends, don’t be afraid of the battle. Change the world with us? The battle is the Lord’s. Put on peace and let us walk in the VICTORY!